this is an extract of an entry i wrote on 14 Jan 2007 and i wonder why i did not make my decision earlier. the signs were so obvious.

i just suddenly feel so stressed. it's going to be monday again tomorrow and it will be my second week at costar. this is my first official job as TIC and so far i'm glad everything is fine. i even seem to have a lot of time left over. but i just dunno why i'm so stressed. otherwise i oso dun feel this need to pen this down now. in a few months, i know i'll forget why i was even so stressed at this point in time and laugh at myself. ahh..the beauty of hindsight!